Asuka
Member
Steam Name and Discord/Teamspeak name: Zero Two ゼロツー / HGT Knight Asuka
Banning Staff: unknown
Reason for Ban: telling a player to kill themself
Ban Time: perm
What did you do?: I got into a verbal argument with two other players and told a player to "kill yourself".
Why you should be unbanned:
I want to start by saying clean and clear; what I said to this other player was wrong and abhorrent and I do take full responsibility for what I said. Though I try to refrain from excuses, I want to make it understood that I was intoxicated at the time and not in a good state of mind. Playing while intoxicated is something I need to stop and will stop after this event has transpired. To that player, I am truly sorry for what I said to you. I will say this to them again in vc but I wanted to make it known here that I am sorry for my actions.
I've made quite a few mistakes here and I know many in the community do not care for me due to my issues and taking them out on other players in game. This behavior while a lot of times has been instigated by those players, does not warrant these type of reactions from me and I'm aware of my mental disorders/issues and must continue to work on them. I hope you can all forgive me and let me use this wake up call, as well as a fresh start with all of you.
Most of all, as someone who has battled suicidal thoughts for most of my life, what I said to that player brings me a great deal of guilt and shame. Lord only knows who's battling this same fight and I never should have said what I said. These issues I deal with and have for all of my life should not be taken out on anyone in the community and I hope you all can give me another chance to write my wrongs.
You guys and this game/community are an escape for me as I'm sure it is for all of you. I hope you grant me another chance to be a part of it. Thank you.
Banning Staff: unknown
Reason for Ban: telling a player to kill themself
Ban Time: perm
What did you do?: I got into a verbal argument with two other players and told a player to "kill yourself".
Why you should be unbanned:
I want to start by saying clean and clear; what I said to this other player was wrong and abhorrent and I do take full responsibility for what I said. Though I try to refrain from excuses, I want to make it understood that I was intoxicated at the time and not in a good state of mind. Playing while intoxicated is something I need to stop and will stop after this event has transpired. To that player, I am truly sorry for what I said to you. I will say this to them again in vc but I wanted to make it known here that I am sorry for my actions.
I've made quite a few mistakes here and I know many in the community do not care for me due to my issues and taking them out on other players in game. This behavior while a lot of times has been instigated by those players, does not warrant these type of reactions from me and I'm aware of my mental disorders/issues and must continue to work on them. I hope you can all forgive me and let me use this wake up call, as well as a fresh start with all of you.
Most of all, as someone who has battled suicidal thoughts for most of my life, what I said to that player brings me a great deal of guilt and shame. Lord only knows who's battling this same fight and I never should have said what I said. These issues I deal with and have for all of my life should not be taken out on anyone in the community and I hope you all can give me another chance to write my wrongs.
You guys and this game/community are an escape for me as I'm sure it is for all of you. I hope you grant me another chance to be a part of it. Thank you.
