DemonNero97
Member
Steam Name and In-Game Name: Steam: DemonNero97 in game: Borous and Mordor(I’m a little confused with that. In game as in RP name?)
SteamID: STEAM_0:1:509881843
Banning Staff: Nabe
Reason for Ban: Insulting staff and requesting chargebacks
Ban Time: Permanent
What did you do?: with all my built up anger and frustration, I tried taking things into my own hands in game by confronting a staff member with what happened to a previous character and even yelled at him. Only after did I go into PayPal and request chargebacks.
Why you should be unbanned: I have had alot going on recently and alot more just keeps happening. My hours have been getting cut at work left and right and it doesnt help with my depression. Money because of this has been extra tight on me and i thought that id be able to survive this month but i guess not. Then i have been stressing about finding a car as todays economy isnt the friendliest so finding a car is like finding a needle in a haystack. Saving the money too for that isnt exactly easy where im from. Then recently my mother has proven that she doesnt love her kids by coming into where i sleep while my sister and i were having a casual conversation about work and other things since her and i work the same job as she is the one who recommended me. My mom came in and began to belittle me the most by saying that i am the root of all her problems, that i am a lazy good for nothing and that i love my father more than her which is completely false; i despise my father. That also im practically a failure and she isnt happy with me being back. My sister tried to get her off my back by telling me to play video games but i heard the entire argument. My sister would try and defuse the situation by saying she loves her but my mother would tell her fuck you. So failing the darth trials the way i did and then being killed off a second time because i was already upset with my situation irl and also finding out that one of my apprentices reaches lord through different methods which made me feel extremely betrayed and upset because i was at work at the time and i was gonna give him lessons and such and prove im a good lord, but instead i find out he was just promoted by just being the errand boy for not just the ex emperor but the daughter of him too. Then i also find out too that because that person is the highest donator of the server; they get diplomatic immunity to Pk's which i find extremely unfair to all around. In total; i just have had a pile of anger and stress built up recently and i took it out on the server. I took it out on the people who i felt closely had some part in increasing my stress. I tried taking things into my own hands. As far as the refunding is concerned; ive come to acceptance about that and Nabe did nothing wrong. He's just a business man running a business. thats all it is. If i could say im sorry and take back all that ive said i would. I know forgiveness from so many is obviously out the window but i will at the least confess of my wrongdoings. I will say im not fully 100% recovered mentally. Im still stressed out and im still just holding in my stress as i feel strongly i have no one to talk to. However; i do strongly believe in second chances. Thats all im asking for.. a second chance. As far as VIP+ and CC is concerned; i understand if thats revoked, but id appreciate if it wasnt tbh since it was me who did pay for it. This was sent to Ronnie. I wanted to use this as a Ban appeal as it explains everything that’s going on with me. I am recovering to this point mentally as things are slowly getting better. As I said; I won’t ask for forgiveness nor beg from those who I’ve hurt. I would rather let forgiveness be done naturally and through time. With this said; I know what I will do for next time and that is if I am starting to feel stressed out to the point I may try and do something like this again; I will fill out an LOA and take a break. Step away from the situation. Another reason I’d wanna come back is this server was my very first JvS server that I’ve ever experienced on GMod. Considering it is also the 2nd server I’ve ever played on and I loved the RP aspect of it all. Being able to RP one of my favorite aspects which is Jedi or Sith has been a great thing to me. I can vouch and say there is nothing like it out there. Thus alone; before my characters were killed off; this server was like my release of tension and stress irl. Out of the 2 servers; Reborn has more hours on it than now 4 servers I’m in. I’ve had time to decompress and calm down. I may not be 100% recovered mentally but I’m enough to say that everything I did, the things I said and my actions behind it all was immensely stupid. I come asking for a 2nd chance to show I’ve gotten better and that I’ll do right this time.
SteamID: STEAM_0:1:509881843
Banning Staff: Nabe
Reason for Ban: Insulting staff and requesting chargebacks
Ban Time: Permanent
What did you do?: with all my built up anger and frustration, I tried taking things into my own hands in game by confronting a staff member with what happened to a previous character and even yelled at him. Only after did I go into PayPal and request chargebacks.
Why you should be unbanned: I have had alot going on recently and alot more just keeps happening. My hours have been getting cut at work left and right and it doesnt help with my depression. Money because of this has been extra tight on me and i thought that id be able to survive this month but i guess not. Then i have been stressing about finding a car as todays economy isnt the friendliest so finding a car is like finding a needle in a haystack. Saving the money too for that isnt exactly easy where im from. Then recently my mother has proven that she doesnt love her kids by coming into where i sleep while my sister and i were having a casual conversation about work and other things since her and i work the same job as she is the one who recommended me. My mom came in and began to belittle me the most by saying that i am the root of all her problems, that i am a lazy good for nothing and that i love my father more than her which is completely false; i despise my father. That also im practically a failure and she isnt happy with me being back. My sister tried to get her off my back by telling me to play video games but i heard the entire argument. My sister would try and defuse the situation by saying she loves her but my mother would tell her fuck you. So failing the darth trials the way i did and then being killed off a second time because i was already upset with my situation irl and also finding out that one of my apprentices reaches lord through different methods which made me feel extremely betrayed and upset because i was at work at the time and i was gonna give him lessons and such and prove im a good lord, but instead i find out he was just promoted by just being the errand boy for not just the ex emperor but the daughter of him too. Then i also find out too that because that person is the highest donator of the server; they get diplomatic immunity to Pk's which i find extremely unfair to all around. In total; i just have had a pile of anger and stress built up recently and i took it out on the server. I took it out on the people who i felt closely had some part in increasing my stress. I tried taking things into my own hands. As far as the refunding is concerned; ive come to acceptance about that and Nabe did nothing wrong. He's just a business man running a business. thats all it is. If i could say im sorry and take back all that ive said i would. I know forgiveness from so many is obviously out the window but i will at the least confess of my wrongdoings. I will say im not fully 100% recovered mentally. Im still stressed out and im still just holding in my stress as i feel strongly i have no one to talk to. However; i do strongly believe in second chances. Thats all im asking for.. a second chance. As far as VIP+ and CC is concerned; i understand if thats revoked, but id appreciate if it wasnt tbh since it was me who did pay for it. This was sent to Ronnie. I wanted to use this as a Ban appeal as it explains everything that’s going on with me. I am recovering to this point mentally as things are slowly getting better. As I said; I won’t ask for forgiveness nor beg from those who I’ve hurt. I would rather let forgiveness be done naturally and through time. With this said; I know what I will do for next time and that is if I am starting to feel stressed out to the point I may try and do something like this again; I will fill out an LOA and take a break. Step away from the situation. Another reason I’d wanna come back is this server was my very first JvS server that I’ve ever experienced on GMod. Considering it is also the 2nd server I’ve ever played on and I loved the RP aspect of it all. Being able to RP one of my favorite aspects which is Jedi or Sith has been a great thing to me. I can vouch and say there is nothing like it out there. Thus alone; before my characters were killed off; this server was like my release of tension and stress irl. Out of the 2 servers; Reborn has more hours on it than now 4 servers I’m in. I’ve had time to decompress and calm down. I may not be 100% recovered mentally but I’m enough to say that everything I did, the things I said and my actions behind it all was immensely stupid. I come asking for a 2nd chance to show I’ve gotten better and that I’ll do right this time.
