ZoZo
Member
For the past few weeks I've been more toxic then I usually am. I want to apologize to all of you for it. I've hit a spot of depression that I've been trying to overcome and I've been failing miserably. I drink every night after work to calm myself down, but when I'm intoxicated I become a royal asshole. I don't know why..Guess it's just how it goes for me. I'm a mean drunk basically. I drink to escape my demons (Yeah yeah, my names a pun) but truth be told it's hard. Depression really is a fucker that you don't want to mess with. I'm making this post because like I said I wanted to apologize to the people I've been more toxic to lately, and for the people I yell at in OOC. It's not right for me to do that, staff or not. So people like Firwork, Maguku, Kale, Macklin, etc. I really am sorry I am such a massive asshole. I hope I can start over with myself, I'm going to limit myself and humble myself to understand that other people do have feelings too. The community lately has become a weird place because of all the drama that has been ensuing but I'm not going anywhere, I'm gonna stick through it and hope that things get better. I love this community, and I love the server. I've spent more time playing here than I have in most games I've ever played. I get joy in playing, sure I take LOA's like most people to take a break but we all need to once and a while. I have a lot of pride and hate showing this side of myself but people need to understand even people like me become weak at times..So remember, if you guys are ever in that dark place in your mind please know that there's other that feel the way you do and should you need someone to talk to don't hesitate to either message me on discord or add my steam. There is eventually a way out. I may not have found the way out yet, but I will soon...And you will too. Good vibes, peeps.
-ZoZo
-Edit: Even you, Tyr.
-ZoZo
-Edit: Even you, Tyr.
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