I still stick to the idea that no matter who hated me I did a better job than most staff and "fathers" of said community. Genuinely tried my best even with the number of people that gave me trouble. Since I left the server and staff I've learned a lot of helpful lessons when it comes to dealing with people who don't like you or talk shit about you. It made me a lot more positive with myself and friends around me.Maybe like the community mother in law. If I recall correctly many people had no love for Caitlyn.
When it comes to people who don't like me I'm open to them DMing me and talking about it. For those who don't try to take that route and just "hate" are irrelevant to me.
its a bit funny how people can obsess over me so much, people who talk about me as much as they do just make me more relevant and give me power over themselves without me even being there.